criminal in me

hey forbidden tenant,

its been a while huh?

can't even put a finger the last time you were here,

because life has been so good.

incredibly amazing.

constant serotonin rushing through,

brain keep pumping out dopamine.

ah heck,

you wouldn't know what i mean right?

cause all you do is increasing my monoamine.

messed up my sleeping patterns,

loses my smile,

dissapearing my giggles.

dehydrating me from all the tears.

i wanna hate you so much.

i wanna rip your neck off if i can,

or stab you to death,

but i cant.

cause you're just a fucking thought.

you are not even real.

i cant even tell anyone what or who you are,

your identity is all in my head,

and that is the worst thing ever. 

if i die from this, 

no one will know who to blame.

but i do.

its you.

forbidden tenant.