a letter to a struggling soul ;
to the one who's reading this, who has been hiding this unbearable ache in your heart, who has been pretending things are okay, who has been putting this undiscussed and unsettled feelings away, this one is for you.
things need to change and it doesn't have to be drastic. time and patience are what you need and what you deserve. perhaps its true, the one you waited, you expected to pick you up, to check up on you aren't doing their 'job' but thats the bitter truth you have to swallow every single second of your life. you have to accept this in every chapter of your life and im telling you as time passed, its not gonna be easy to accept this. its not gonna be a piece of cake. its gonna hurt you, break you, tear you into pieces but good news is, you will be better at it. you will be a better version of yourself every time this happened and that is the beautiful side of life. when the world seems like its turning away from you, good news are, the world is sphere which means wherever its turning away, there will ALWAYS be the other side. when its dark on the other continent, its rise and shine on the others. and yes that is very cheezy of an example but hey, the metaphore is relatable okay.
if no one told you this today, it is okay for you to be torn apart by yourself. there's nothing wrong with having doubt on yourself, it is completely fine for you to be mad at yourself. feed yourself that anger , that sadness and that frustration that's been keeping you awake at night. you have every right to do whatever you want to yourself . but things are not one sided. your body, your emotions do not deserve to be blamed in any situation. they do not deserve to get treated like shit by you. the only person you have in this life is yourself and that is the only person who will pick you up when things are hard, when everyone turns you down, when the world turnt from you, the only person will help you to get through it is yourself. yet another pill to swallow.
things i've told you here are things you already know and why would i tell you again? the reason being is i myself need someone to always remind me these. because getting hurt, being sad, being torn apart and not feeling the best will happen in this life FREQUENTLY and you need people to remind you that. assurance. when things are hard for me this week, i need someone to tell me that i will get through it. yes, my friends already told me that last week when things WERE hard but that is not it. the things that WILL be okay last week are already okay and the things that are not okay this week still aren't okay. we human needs constant assurance and there is nothing wrong with wanting and keep wanting one. you just wanna be assured that everything will be okay and i assure you now it will.
to you a struggling and hurting soul,
thank you for holding on and bearing with these pain, for not giving up on yourself to the least, for crying and letting yourself express healthy emotions, for reaching out to your friends or at least tried to. you are enough and will always be even on days you feel like everything you tried is worth less, no one appreciates it. it is okay to feel like it but you need to remind yourself that you are trying your best and you need to be proud of it .
express your emotions, cry it out, tell your friends you are not okay and won't be able to reply to your text for couple of hours, tell people what you are going through, try your best to fix it even it seems unfixable, drink that water , eat proper meals, discuss your feelings, put your emotions into matter. you WILL be okay as time passed. perhaps the situation wont but YOU are going to be better at handling it and will be okay.
your existence matter to alot of people. to your mum, your favourite aunt, your dumbass cousins, your annoying brother, your best friend, your caring teacher and your cats.
this special shoutout and appreciation goes to everyone who's having family issues and feel like its wrong to share personal matters, who's having problematic surroundings and can't do anything about it, who's struggling finding themselves, who can't get out of toxicity, who's trying their very best to just, stay alive.
you are enough and i'll always want to remind you and assure that you are not at fault. its just things don't always work out for everyone and that is okay because everything will turn out just fine.
to you a struggling soul ,
soon, these gloomy days will be replaced with laughter, joy and pure happiness and trust me, on that day, these struggling days will be worth it. and i can't wait to see you shine again beautiful soul.
love,
a struggled soul.
things need to change and it doesn't have to be drastic. time and patience are what you need and what you deserve. perhaps its true, the one you waited, you expected to pick you up, to check up on you aren't doing their 'job' but thats the bitter truth you have to swallow every single second of your life. you have to accept this in every chapter of your life and im telling you as time passed, its not gonna be easy to accept this. its not gonna be a piece of cake. its gonna hurt you, break you, tear you into pieces but good news is, you will be better at it. you will be a better version of yourself every time this happened and that is the beautiful side of life. when the world seems like its turning away from you, good news are, the world is sphere which means wherever its turning away, there will ALWAYS be the other side. when its dark on the other continent, its rise and shine on the others. and yes that is very cheezy of an example but hey, the metaphore is relatable okay.
if no one told you this today, it is okay for you to be torn apart by yourself. there's nothing wrong with having doubt on yourself, it is completely fine for you to be mad at yourself. feed yourself that anger , that sadness and that frustration that's been keeping you awake at night. you have every right to do whatever you want to yourself . but things are not one sided. your body, your emotions do not deserve to be blamed in any situation. they do not deserve to get treated like shit by you. the only person you have in this life is yourself and that is the only person who will pick you up when things are hard, when everyone turns you down, when the world turnt from you, the only person will help you to get through it is yourself. yet another pill to swallow.
things i've told you here are things you already know and why would i tell you again? the reason being is i myself need someone to always remind me these. because getting hurt, being sad, being torn apart and not feeling the best will happen in this life FREQUENTLY and you need people to remind you that. assurance. when things are hard for me this week, i need someone to tell me that i will get through it. yes, my friends already told me that last week when things WERE hard but that is not it. the things that WILL be okay last week are already okay and the things that are not okay this week still aren't okay. we human needs constant assurance and there is nothing wrong with wanting and keep wanting one. you just wanna be assured that everything will be okay and i assure you now it will.
to you a struggling and hurting soul,
thank you for holding on and bearing with these pain, for not giving up on yourself to the least, for crying and letting yourself express healthy emotions, for reaching out to your friends or at least tried to. you are enough and will always be even on days you feel like everything you tried is worth less, no one appreciates it. it is okay to feel like it but you need to remind yourself that you are trying your best and you need to be proud of it .
express your emotions, cry it out, tell your friends you are not okay and won't be able to reply to your text for couple of hours, tell people what you are going through, try your best to fix it even it seems unfixable, drink that water , eat proper meals, discuss your feelings, put your emotions into matter. you WILL be okay as time passed. perhaps the situation wont but YOU are going to be better at handling it and will be okay.
your existence matter to alot of people. to your mum, your favourite aunt, your dumbass cousins, your annoying brother, your best friend, your caring teacher and your cats.
this special shoutout and appreciation goes to everyone who's having family issues and feel like its wrong to share personal matters, who's having problematic surroundings and can't do anything about it, who's struggling finding themselves, who can't get out of toxicity, who's trying their very best to just, stay alive.
you are enough and i'll always want to remind you and assure that you are not at fault. its just things don't always work out for everyone and that is okay because everything will turn out just fine.
to you a struggling soul ,
soon, these gloomy days will be replaced with laughter, joy and pure happiness and trust me, on that day, these struggling days will be worth it. and i can't wait to see you shine again beautiful soul.
love,
a struggled soul.