another year , different way
hello. this is my first time writing in a different year.
lets cut the chase and lemme tell you how's my 2018 so far.
i started my year with a positive feeling and vibes and told myself multiple times 2018 is gonna be great. couple months in, i already have tons of ups and downs. its okay. i keep telling myself everything is gonna be okay. and turns out, it is. i practiced few self care that apparently works. i learnt alot of things already like ;
- sometimes its good that you're not close with someone that you used to -
i've been through tons of goodbyes that always include with, promise me we still gonna be close, yet they are the one who left. funny how i keep chasing people that dont really have interest to have me in their life. it hurts, alot. but thats life. life is not easy likesome quotes that you find on tumblr or google. life is hard. and always gonna be. but really, you dont have to suffer that much if you dont want to. protip ; leave people who brings you down. if they dont have interest to have you in their life, why do you? leave them. just like real life , running is tiring , thats why i dont do sports lol. same goes here , running over something that also keeps running is goddamn tiring. you have alot of things to do in life besides running and chasing something that you know you cant get. so dont .
- you're old , too old to be this dumb not realizing you have to take care of yourself -
please, take care of yourself because no one else will always take care of you. drink that water, take that medicine, stop hurting yourself by thinking over something small and not worth it. stop hurting yourself just because you care about someone. take care of yourself bcs u r important, to yourself, at least .
- at the end of the day , the only person thats gonna care about you is , you . don't rely on any beings but rely on Him -
when you lose someone its gonna hurt like crap because you never thought that they will leave you . its human nature to leave people. so dont EVER rely 100% on any beings
For, whatever good thing comes to you, comes from God; and whenever harm befalls you, it is unto Him that you cry for help - An Nahl , ayah 53 -
- your family is your priority , never take them for granted and spent alot of time with them -
always put your family first. treat them nicely, you'll miss them when they're not around. there's millions of people who cry every night wishing their family is here. you are so,so, so lucky. be thankful. sometimes we always look at things we dont have untill we forget what we have is more than enough . when you grow up, you have them first before anyone else so why put them second?
thats a few things i learnt because for me, life is all about learning and improving yourself . life aint easy kids, its hard. but you can make it fun :)
also, i just had my birthday! thank you for all the kind wishes and du'a. may allah grant nothing but jannah to every single one of you .
also a special shout out to the gf's that suprise me with gifts <3
lets cut the chase and lemme tell you how's my 2018 so far.
i started my year with a positive feeling and vibes and told myself multiple times 2018 is gonna be great. couple months in, i already have tons of ups and downs. its okay. i keep telling myself everything is gonna be okay. and turns out, it is. i practiced few self care that apparently works. i learnt alot of things already like ;
- sometimes its good that you're not close with someone that you used to -
i've been through tons of goodbyes that always include with, promise me we still gonna be close, yet they are the one who left. funny how i keep chasing people that dont really have interest to have me in their life. it hurts, alot. but thats life. life is not easy likesome quotes that you find on tumblr or google. life is hard. and always gonna be. but really, you dont have to suffer that much if you dont want to. protip ; leave people who brings you down. if they dont have interest to have you in their life, why do you? leave them. just like real life , running is tiring , thats why i dont do sports lol. same goes here , running over something that also keeps running is goddamn tiring. you have alot of things to do in life besides running and chasing something that you know you cant get. so dont .
- you're old , too old to be this dumb not realizing you have to take care of yourself -
please, take care of yourself because no one else will always take care of you. drink that water, take that medicine, stop hurting yourself by thinking over something small and not worth it. stop hurting yourself just because you care about someone. take care of yourself bcs u r important, to yourself, at least .
- at the end of the day , the only person thats gonna care about you is , you . don't rely on any beings but rely on Him -
when you lose someone its gonna hurt like crap because you never thought that they will leave you . its human nature to leave people. so dont EVER rely 100% on any beings
For, whatever good thing comes to you, comes from God; and whenever harm befalls you, it is unto Him that you cry for help - An Nahl , ayah 53 -
- your family is your priority , never take them for granted and spent alot of time with them -
always put your family first. treat them nicely, you'll miss them when they're not around. there's millions of people who cry every night wishing their family is here. you are so,so, so lucky. be thankful. sometimes we always look at things we dont have untill we forget what we have is more than enough . when you grow up, you have them first before anyone else so why put them second?
thats a few things i learnt because for me, life is all about learning and improving yourself . life aint easy kids, its hard. but you can make it fun :)
also, i just had my birthday! thank you for all the kind wishes and du'a. may allah grant nothing but jannah to every single one of you .
also a special shout out to the gf's that suprise me with gifts <3
the only important thing that happen on my birthday is cakes
anyway, i hope you can continue this life and enjoy it while you can and take care of yrself.
x,
aisha